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Awwww shit oh man oh man what the hell is this all about?!?! Behave yourself my dear. Omg OMG EMBARASSING SHIZ

Ah anyway supposed to blog about school? Lazy already, but anyway NJ is :-) Initially felt super sian but it just keep getting better. Loved the dance party and OG6 heeeee. Started lectures already and oh gosh I know nuts 'bout chem and bio alreadyyyyyyyy. Need to do some reading, yeah? Gon miss the girls when classes are out... :( Right now, really enjoying the long breaks teeheehee

Okkkk I really gotta make up my mind on which cca to join. Be decisive kayzz!!!

Oh man... look at the time. Been awake for 2 hours already? Sian gonna regret it later at school when energy's sapped out :/

Was browsing my old blog and wanted to blog about something I found. But decided not to because we ought to Forget the Former things, and Focus on the Present.

Going for orientation later, will blog all about it after it ends on wed (and that's when the studying gonna's start I think :/) Really hope it's gon be fun!

Say hiiiiii to my Ipod kekekez

Posting results OUT!

Hello, National Junior College

Wow.

I opened my eyes while lying under the blanket. Felt like it was already 8am and posting results should be out. Wanted to wait for my alarm to ring before I get up but decided... let's just do it B.

2 new messages appeared. One was a good luck message from Junsen (thanks man!) and another from MOE. I prayed a short prayer for God to lead me into the Right school and affirming my trust in His choice. And then... it wrote National JC, SCIENCE(27S)

For a moment, I felt like I stopped breathing. Honestly I admit it came as a little shock to me since I half expected RJ, half expected NJ. But then a wave of calm surged over me... and I felt rather glad.

Thank God for this. Reallly really wanna thank Him for putting me into NJ instead of RJ. I mean... the Raffles Dream can really be alluring but He knows my limits. And I'm quite sure I need a conducive environment to be able to do well for my A's. And thank God man I didn't put Arts stream.... if not I will get into RJ and suffer a miserable life with disgusting history/geography/blabla arts subjects. Hybridddd! :)

So yeahhhh I'll still pray for Him to guide me into which subjects I should take! Heeee need to find people who get into nj nowwwwwwwwww!!

xoxo

Hey bestfriend

Wanted to tell you many many things... about I felt that our friendship's on the rocks. But you know what, on top of all my insecurities and disappointments, I really miss you.

When the sun came out, we were sleeping in
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed, and we were dreaming...

There are moments I know it
And the world revolves around us
And we're keeping it, keeping it all going
This delicate balance
Vunlerable
All knowing

So, sing me something soft
Sad and delicate
Or loud of key
Sing me anything

We're glad for what've got
Done with what we lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us

Let's fix everything together. And cheer up my sunny umbrella breast friend :)

First cg of the year

Had first cellgroup of the year ystd. Brought back home much more than what I brought there. It's a good start I guess :)

Finally wrote down my visions and dreams for the new year! Just need to complete the super-specific goal card (action plans etc etc)... which can be quite a headache. But yeah really glad that at least I have some (eleven, lol) visions for the year to look forward to. I shall share a few...

1. Maintain my grades by 70% or more throughout the year and promotion to J2
And that's GPA of 3.5. Ok, I think this is especially difficult... especially if I were to get into hardcore-you-know-what jc. Hahah... but wells I believe it's worth a try.

2. Be disciplined in bible devotion and prayer
This is gonna take much discipline and perseverance. Shall not let laziness cripple me, yeah?

3. Learn to care more for others around me
Sometimes when you get so caught up in your own business it can be really difficult to show concern for others. It happened to me many times and I feel quite bad especially towards my close friends. But this can be improved... be it a text msg or a card, it may just brighten up someone's day. Worth trying!

Anyway, sidetracking, Sunday will be my last day at work! So next week will be my last week of freedom before school starts! Hahahah anyone wanna ask me out?! :)




















Our dreams will fly to heaven :)

JAE application

And so, submitted my choices. I know only a few read this... but shall post it for keepsake

1. RJ
2. HC (I know it's retarded I know)
3. NJ
4. VJ (oh wells so near yet so FAR... literally)
5. SA
6. NY
7. CJ
....

The rest aren't really important, haha. Opted for the science stream... seriously quite surprising cos initially I thought I wanted arts. But science is really more practical in the long run. So yeah, perhaps a hybrid will do :)

I still remember I proclaimed that I won't ever go to st nicks in primary 6 cos of the lesbianish reputation. In the end I still put it as my first choice (cos nowhere to go with my not-here-and-not-there score) and went in. I guess this is same for raffles and nj... really had no intention in going in to these 2 schools for the past 4 years. Even though I kept dissuading myself (and perhaps others) to not apply with some generic perceptions, I know it's largely because I never knew I'll make it there. But yeah, God created miracles! And this time I'll just try and apply using the score given to me by grace. Let's just see The Plan :)

Had a hard time deciding actually... but thanks for all the friends who helped me with my choices! Love you guys many many heehee Imma happy girl... :)

I'll look to You Yahweh

Thank God for my results :-)

Indeed, He can do ALL things. I'll always know that it's through Him that I can smile. Thank you for the pleasant surprise my heavenly Father :)

Right now, in a (huge) dilemma regarding which school to apply for. But God, lead me to the right place. I will trust you, always.